Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Why I write

I see sometimes on reader forums or sites readers complaining that authors don't care about their readers and are in it for the money. I have to disagree--most writers aren't in it for the money, because many times there is no money!

When we do make money, it comes after the fact, when something we've done catches on and everyone runs out and buys it, usually to our great surprise. But there's no way to predict the success (or failure) of a book, no way to know if anyone will buy what we write while we're writing it.

Here's my take on why:

(I posted this on my writer's tips site, but I thought readers would be interested too.)

I complain a lot when I have a pile of things to do--I get overwhelmed and can't believe I decided that writing was a good profession.

Case in point: I have a manuscript due March 1, but also have revisions for another book due March 1, plus I just finished copyedits for a novella (due Feb. 19), plus stay on top of all the marketing for the book I have coming out in April. Not to mention getting workshop handouts to the conference coordinator for an April conference and buying the bags for said conference. (I'm buying them myself and donating them.)

When I start running around with my eyeballs rolling in mad circles, my friends and family tell me "Calm down, and for today, don't write."

Wait. What?

Don't write?

You might as well say "Don't eat." or "Don't breathe."

Because when it comes down to it, I'm a writer because I love to write.

I am a professional writer because I found a way to take doing what I love and turn it into a career. In other words, now I get paid to do what I enjoyed doing anyway.

I can talk on this blog or in my workshops about how to make a living as a writer (working your butt off is a big requirement). I have ambition--I want to stay a bestseller and sign more contracts and make bigger money as I go.

But even if no one ever bought a single book from me again, I'd still write stories. I'd pass them around to my friends or post them for free on a website.

I write because I love telling stories. Some days I know I have to sit down and write (and do a good job), and that dismays me. Some days I'm not in the mood. But most days, I sit down excited to be back at it. It's the first job I've had where I look forward to Monday.

I've lost track of how many books I've written. I wrote about seven before I got published (that's the number I tell everyone, and I think it's right, but the truth is, I can't remember). Book number 20 is due to come out in April 2008, and that's just paperbacks published by NY publishers. I have also published four books and four novellas at an e-publisher. I have another book coming out sometime this year at the e-publisher, plus two more NY published books, and then four NY books and a novella in 2009. And that doesn't count the other e-books I plan to write and the proposals for the next round of contracts. All in five years.

And this doesn't even count the number of stories I've started and then decided weren't good enough and pushed aside (although I do take good ideas from unfinished stories and use them in the ones I know will work). Plus those seven (about) unsold manuscripts.

My point is that I've done all that (when, I have no idea), and I still love to write. Story after story still pours into my brain, and I look forward to getting my hands into it.

I don't think I could have survived this long writing so many books if each one wasn't special to me. It has nothing to do with how much money I might make, how many good reviews I might get, how many awards I might be up for.

I seriously just love it.

When I'm writing the book money, reviews, awards, etc. aren't even in my brain. I'm in the story with these people waiting to see what they'll do. (This is probably why I never outline first--it's much more fun to "watch" it happen.).

Some books have made pathetically tiny amounts of money. Some books have earned me nice, fat royalty checks that make me smile. And you know what? I don't love the money-earners any more than the non-money earners, or the award winners more than those that never even got nominated.

For each book, something in that story spoke to me, and made all the stress of marketing, revisions, edits, proofs, contracts, blah blah blah worth it. If you take all that stuff away, the joy of writing is still there, at least for me.

I don't know how much anyone cares about all this, but I just thought I'd pass on why *I* write. I personally think anyone who didn't love to write and still tried this profession is seriously crazy!!



Friday, February 01, 2008

Immortals Cover!

Cover for Tain's book--HERE!

Yay!! I love how it turned out!!

I did get another laptop, with a working N key so I could finish TaiN's story. It's now at the publisher, in progress.

Yesterday, that brand new laptop locked up completely, and I spent a frantic hour on online chat with their customer service. The wonderful woman on the other side diagnosed the problem (after many questions), and we got it fixed. A big whew! I would have lost a day's work, which had me in hysterical tears. I usually back up every time I finish a session, but wouldn't you know, the day before yesterday I just didn't. As soon as it unlocked, I backed up every last thing, believe me. :-) What I would have lost was pure creative energy that can't be reproduced. If it had been just edits, I could have remembered mostly what I'd done, but when it's free-thinking rough drafts--if it's lost, it's lost forever. Yikes!

A good lesson--always back up your work!!

My designer is working on updating the Immortals site to reflect the second series--I'll let you know when it's all done. I do keep running updates on the home page (http://www.immortals-series.com) in the meantime.